I've been feeling that fear creeping back into my life again. This always means that I am trying to control again. Usually, I take my fears to prayer and I find such comfort. The thing that I found myself doing in prayer that brought me no relief was telling God what I wanted, and how I wanted it!h
Now I am praying, "heal my son". I am leaving it to God. Now I am finding relief again. I wonder why I feel that I know what is best? I am guessing that this will be a cross for me to bear. I was put on this earth to follow the will of God. I need to remember this, everyday.
Today I pray a prayer of thanksgiving for this insight. I pray that God will help me to continue to let go and trust. I must have faith. I must live MY life. I must keep detaching from his. I pray for all of you who might struggle with this very issue and I say a prayer, as always, for Henry.
Now I am praying, "heal my son". I am leaving it to God. Now I am finding relief again. I wonder why I feel that I know what is best? I am guessing that this will be a cross for me to bear. I was put on this earth to follow the will of God. I need to remember this, everyday.
Today I pray a prayer of thanksgiving for this insight. I pray that God will help me to continue to let go and trust. I must have faith. I must live MY life. I must keep detaching from his. I pray for all of you who might struggle with this very issue and I say a prayer, as always, for Henry.
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