We are at the stage of the game that leads to really good places and really tough places. We have uncovered so much that was hidden by the anesthesia of drug addiction each day and even though the addiction is "in remission"?? we have other battles ahead. Anxiety is a big problem. Getting help for someone who is afraid of taking medication is problematic.
I have so much to be thankful for but this long and winding road has really begun to wear on me both physically and emotionally. I feel good about my decisions and then an hour later I question. I'm really tired. I don't know how to proceed.
Today, I say a prayer of thanksgiving that we are dealing with the issues underneath the addiction. I pray for guidance and strength. And, I say a prayer for Henry.