It's been a while since I've been on here. I've spent a lot of time lately with friends and family and it has been a blessing. I went to my hometown for a brunch and reception for two different nephews who have or are getting married. This trip back was a reminder of a lot of the pain of my growing up years and the problems that addiction brought into my life during those years.
I get nervous seeing those bad feelings. It makes me fear that I will never be able to escape the pain of this disease. Couple that uneasiness with the fact that I keep reading about more deaths from overdose and I feel weary.
I am blessed. I have so much to be grateful for. I am realizing that I'm eating less healthy. I'm spending less time in prayer and meditation. Perhaps that is the direction that I need to focus my attention on.
There is a blog that I used to read that used to really help ground my thinking. It is inactive now but I thought about it and went there for a visit. The last post has a top ten list that you can go here to read. I found so much truth in it that I thought I'd mention it. Just trying to keep praying......
I get nervous seeing those bad feelings. It makes me fear that I will never be able to escape the pain of this disease. Couple that uneasiness with the fact that I keep reading about more deaths from overdose and I feel weary.
I am blessed. I have so much to be grateful for. I am realizing that I'm eating less healthy. I'm spending less time in prayer and meditation. Perhaps that is the direction that I need to focus my attention on.
There is a blog that I used to read that used to really help ground my thinking. It is inactive now but I thought about it and went there for a visit. The last post has a top ten list that you can go here to read. I found so much truth in it that I thought I'd mention it. Just trying to keep praying......
